For some reason blogger isn't getting my emails to me. Please don't click on the reading button unless you've emailed me first and gotten a response. Until I can figure out what the problem is I can't be sure I'll get to you on time.
I've been under the weather for quite some time and I've had to issue some refunds so I'd rather not have people paying in advance when I'm not going to be able to work, or if I'm not going to get an email notifying me there's money in paypal. My PC's been in and out of the shop and I haven't been able to check my account as regularly as I like for months. What a year. lol.
They say psychic people screw electronic stuff up, I guess that's true in my case because it seems like my PC blows up on a regular basis. At this point I don't know whether to get brave and publish a phone number or what. I can't seem to psychically discern where the technical difficulty is so I don't guess I am good at tuning in to inanimate objects. :)
Friday, June 4, 2010
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Good News From Clients
A long term client of mine who I've been encouraging to follow her dreams for years recently contacted me to give me an update since her move to Los Angeles. She has a part in a movie coming out soon. :D
Got some confirmations on some pregnancy predictions and baby sex predictions as well.
Helped locate a few lost items, which is always good.
Mercury is retrograde which usually makes me surly, so I'll take all the good news I can get.
Got some confirmations on some pregnancy predictions and baby sex predictions as well.
Helped locate a few lost items, which is always good.
Mercury is retrograde which usually makes me surly, so I'll take all the good news I can get.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
psychic fluctuations and the news
Psychic abilities are weird. Sometimes you get information so clearly, and with such detail it's downright scary. Other times all you get are symbolism and hints about something, just enough to let you know you're on the right track, but often just enough to be truly frustrating.
Years ago, my husband and I had a coworker who didn't show up for work one day when I was off. He was usually early, so it was quite out of character, and my husband called and asked me to take a look to see if I could figure out why. I flipped some tarot cards and among them was the sun, which I had always seen as a happy card, a sign of success or happy endings. We knew this man was prone to depression, but the sun made me think maybe he had decided to elope and just blew off work, thinking he'd get a suspension for a few days and it wouldn't be a big deal. Something nagged at us both, though, and I posed the question to a tarot group I frequented at the time.
A friend immediately let me know she had often seen the sun as a sudden death. This chilled me, as I had talked this man out of a suicide attempt a few weeks before, and we were all under the impression he was doing better and his relationship was going well. As it turned out, he had committed suicide the night before.
That has always stuck with me for those times when my psychic radar is a bit 'off.' It's frustrating having abilities, because there are times when they just won't work for you, usually when you're emotionally invested in a situation or under stress. The most reliable information I get comes spontaneously, or when I couldn't care less about the outcome. I'll read for friends, but it's much more difficult because I want to see good things and I question what I see and feel because of it.
Anyway, I flip cards when I see crimes in the news, to test myself, and because I like to see the bad guys get caught. The night before Sandra Cantu's body was found I was watching the news, flipping cards and right before I got the sun I started crying because I felt so strongly that she was dead, then the following morning the first thing I saw on my PC was the Yahoo News link to the article stating that she had been found. There's a missing girl in Missouri right now, Kara Kopetsky. I don't feel this one as strongly, but I've pulled cards several times and I am fairly certain she is also dead. I feel she was tricked by someone which makes me think the killer will turn out to be someone she knew. I believe someone invited her to go somewhere where there was supposed to be alcohol or drugs, because I keep pulling the 3 of cups and temperance, which are my 'party' cards, and I've also pulled the sun for her.
At various times in my life I've felt seriously bad vibes that were so strong I literally would not walk into a place of business or a person's house, but at other times it's just a minor passing thought, sometimes that I don't even pay attention to. One afternoon I met a friend at a local resort for a drink, and I was feeling safe since my husband was going to come pick us both up in a couple of hours and we were planning to pace ourselves carefully. We ordered our first drinks and right after we got them another bartender came from the other side of the bar with duplicate drinks. I got a little twinge but I discounted it, since we had someone coming to pick us up.
Huge mistake. The second drink was drugged. At one point I looked at my friend and said 'we have to get out of here right now.' We staggered to a more public part of the resort and got violently ill, then passed out for hours. People ignored us and wrote us off as drunken tourists because a lot of people come here, get drunk, and hang out in the resorts. Generally people just look the other way. We were treated like we were a couple of drunks who didn't know our own limits, which is ridiculous considering I was a bartender for many years and the weekend before was out for dinner and had some drinks without experiencing anything like this. I had several more drinks that evening and didn't get sick, pass out, or lose hours of my day.
We insisted on calling the police and they did not do a toxicology lab. In fact, they acted like all they wanted to do was keep us from doing anything to try to prove anything happened to us. The only thing that saved us from whatever was planned for us was realizing our mistake and moving to a more public area of the resort where whoever did this was not able to keep us where we would have been easy to drag into a nearby restroom or one of the many dark corners. The place where we were sitting was set up to look like caves and we were sitting within feet of the restrooms, so there were multiple places where we could have been hidden from view within seconds if we had not moved to the more exposed area of the resort when we did.
We lost several hours, and I found out later any date-rape drugs usually leave the system by the time the victim wakes up so it's very hard to prove. In our case, we were hindered by unnecessary delays as the hotel management and security asked us questions for 2 hours before the police arrived. It was 8 hours after we were drugged when we arrived at an emergency room and the police didn't even accompany us, so the chain of evidence was broken even if there had been anything left in our systems by then. I came away from the whole thing feeling like it had happened there before and they were very practiced at keeping the tourists from hearing about it, or at the very least from being able to sue them over it.
Less than a month later, a man was arrested in another local hotel for drugging a guest's drink and sexually assaulting her. I also found out the resort where we were drugged had hosted a police seminar on dating violence, including a section on date-rape drugs the month before our incident happened. We had attorneys from the resort contacting us threatening to sue us for slander because we contacted the police and said we were drugged, even though we said we had no idea who did it since the drugs affect memory and the details of our day were so fuzzy we couldn't even describe the people who were around us. How do you slander someone you can't name or identify? I'm still profoundly pissed that the resort appeared to be aware this had happened before and was only interested in protecting their tourist income instead of their guests' safety, and that the local police were complicit in allowing it to happen.
But...the whole thing could have been avoided had I listened to that little voice in my head that said 'don't take those drinks.'
Needless to say, no matter how faint the vibe is, when I get one of those feelings now....I listen, even if it seems silly.
Years ago, my husband and I had a coworker who didn't show up for work one day when I was off. He was usually early, so it was quite out of character, and my husband called and asked me to take a look to see if I could figure out why. I flipped some tarot cards and among them was the sun, which I had always seen as a happy card, a sign of success or happy endings. We knew this man was prone to depression, but the sun made me think maybe he had decided to elope and just blew off work, thinking he'd get a suspension for a few days and it wouldn't be a big deal. Something nagged at us both, though, and I posed the question to a tarot group I frequented at the time.
A friend immediately let me know she had often seen the sun as a sudden death. This chilled me, as I had talked this man out of a suicide attempt a few weeks before, and we were all under the impression he was doing better and his relationship was going well. As it turned out, he had committed suicide the night before.
That has always stuck with me for those times when my psychic radar is a bit 'off.' It's frustrating having abilities, because there are times when they just won't work for you, usually when you're emotionally invested in a situation or under stress. The most reliable information I get comes spontaneously, or when I couldn't care less about the outcome. I'll read for friends, but it's much more difficult because I want to see good things and I question what I see and feel because of it.
Anyway, I flip cards when I see crimes in the news, to test myself, and because I like to see the bad guys get caught. The night before Sandra Cantu's body was found I was watching the news, flipping cards and right before I got the sun I started crying because I felt so strongly that she was dead, then the following morning the first thing I saw on my PC was the Yahoo News link to the article stating that she had been found. There's a missing girl in Missouri right now, Kara Kopetsky. I don't feel this one as strongly, but I've pulled cards several times and I am fairly certain she is also dead. I feel she was tricked by someone which makes me think the killer will turn out to be someone she knew. I believe someone invited her to go somewhere where there was supposed to be alcohol or drugs, because I keep pulling the 3 of cups and temperance, which are my 'party' cards, and I've also pulled the sun for her.
At various times in my life I've felt seriously bad vibes that were so strong I literally would not walk into a place of business or a person's house, but at other times it's just a minor passing thought, sometimes that I don't even pay attention to. One afternoon I met a friend at a local resort for a drink, and I was feeling safe since my husband was going to come pick us both up in a couple of hours and we were planning to pace ourselves carefully. We ordered our first drinks and right after we got them another bartender came from the other side of the bar with duplicate drinks. I got a little twinge but I discounted it, since we had someone coming to pick us up.
Huge mistake. The second drink was drugged. At one point I looked at my friend and said 'we have to get out of here right now.' We staggered to a more public part of the resort and got violently ill, then passed out for hours. People ignored us and wrote us off as drunken tourists because a lot of people come here, get drunk, and hang out in the resorts. Generally people just look the other way. We were treated like we were a couple of drunks who didn't know our own limits, which is ridiculous considering I was a bartender for many years and the weekend before was out for dinner and had some drinks without experiencing anything like this. I had several more drinks that evening and didn't get sick, pass out, or lose hours of my day.
We insisted on calling the police and they did not do a toxicology lab. In fact, they acted like all they wanted to do was keep us from doing anything to try to prove anything happened to us. The only thing that saved us from whatever was planned for us was realizing our mistake and moving to a more public area of the resort where whoever did this was not able to keep us where we would have been easy to drag into a nearby restroom or one of the many dark corners. The place where we were sitting was set up to look like caves and we were sitting within feet of the restrooms, so there were multiple places where we could have been hidden from view within seconds if we had not moved to the more exposed area of the resort when we did.
We lost several hours, and I found out later any date-rape drugs usually leave the system by the time the victim wakes up so it's very hard to prove. In our case, we were hindered by unnecessary delays as the hotel management and security asked us questions for 2 hours before the police arrived. It was 8 hours after we were drugged when we arrived at an emergency room and the police didn't even accompany us, so the chain of evidence was broken even if there had been anything left in our systems by then. I came away from the whole thing feeling like it had happened there before and they were very practiced at keeping the tourists from hearing about it, or at the very least from being able to sue them over it.
Less than a month later, a man was arrested in another local hotel for drugging a guest's drink and sexually assaulting her. I also found out the resort where we were drugged had hosted a police seminar on dating violence, including a section on date-rape drugs the month before our incident happened. We had attorneys from the resort contacting us threatening to sue us for slander because we contacted the police and said we were drugged, even though we said we had no idea who did it since the drugs affect memory and the details of our day were so fuzzy we couldn't even describe the people who were around us. How do you slander someone you can't name or identify? I'm still profoundly pissed that the resort appeared to be aware this had happened before and was only interested in protecting their tourist income instead of their guests' safety, and that the local police were complicit in allowing it to happen.
But...the whole thing could have been avoided had I listened to that little voice in my head that said 'don't take those drinks.'
Needless to say, no matter how faint the vibe is, when I get one of those feelings now....I listen, even if it seems silly.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Maybe She's Not A Bitch
One of the things I dislike the most about 'psychic lines' is the love triangle call, or what I refer to as the triangle people. When I get a call and hear the words When is he going to leave that bitch? I know nothing good is going to come from talking to that client.
Unfortunately, at least 90% of the calls on psychic hotlines are related to love triangles. Is he cheating? Will he really leave her? Is he really divorced or just pretending to be single? I don't mind when someone wants to know if a man they just met is being honest, but it's the worst when a woman has wasted years of her life hanging on to a man who has cheated on his wife with no intention of ever being anything but a cheating husband, and she's spent years hating a woman she thinks is the 'bad guy' in this drama. Sometimes I talk to the wives, and they are angry at the other woman, but often not at their husband. I don't get all the misplaced anger at all.
There's so much screwed up here I don't know where to start. First of all, I'm soaking up a lot of anger, which I don't like, because I don't like the way it makes me feel. Second of all, I am dealing with a lot of denial. The women involved are not angry at the right person, the cheating, lying man, but instead they're pouring out a lot of hate onto another woman who has been jerked around by the same guy. It's like a big old Jerry Springer show wrapped up in a phone call.
If I tell the caller she should dump him and go find a guy who doesn't lie to her and string her along, I get a laundry list of why he's the greatest guy in the world and why his wife is a horrible person who has ruined his life, and I'm informed that I'm judgemental and just don't understand. If I tell her he's never going to leave the wife, I'm a liar or 'not psychic.' I can honestly say in all my years of doing this I have seen maybe 3 men who were legitimately making plans to leave the wife for the woman with whom they were having the affair. That's right, a whopping 3. Those are some powerfully sh!**y odds.
I've spoken to a woman who spent 20 years cheating with a man who finally left his wife, then married another woman 3 days after the divorce was final. I've spoken to women who wasted most of their child-bearing years waiting for some jerk to get his divorce, then they finally came to their senses and couldn't find a husband in time to have children. Wasted lives, and years spent in denial while they spewed venom at other women who had done nothing to them, but they were so busy believing some man's lies they couldn't see the truth. They spent their lives in pain and anger and the man they were involved with didn't give them or his wife a second thought. I'm sorry for their pain, but in essence they threw their own lives away when everyone around them kept telling them to wake up.
Sadly, there are 'psychics' who will tell you whatever you want to hear, and they will string you along for years, just like the guy who will date you for 20 years without divorcing his wife. You can spend thousands of dollars on a phony psychic who will back up the cheater's lies and tell you whatever you want to hear which to me is about the lowest thing a person can do. I get a little nervous when someone calls me too often because I don't think it's healthy for a person to obsess on anything. You call, you get your answer, end of transaction. If I hear from you too often something isn't right, imo. Either I'm not communicating clearly or you're obsessing on something.
I don't know why women are so easily convinced other women are bitches, or other women are to blame for everything that goes wrong in a man's life, but they are, time and time again. I hate it, and I hate the way it makes me feel when I talk to them. I have no desire to talk to anyone who has no intention of actually listening to what I say when they ask for my advice, and in my experience, the triangle people are already convinced they're right and the rest of the world is wrong. Ick. Don't call me. Seriously. I don't want to waste my time on people I can't help, and I don't want the headache I'm going to get from talking to you.
So, all I really have to say about it is, when you get ready to say When is he going to leave that bitch? Maybe, just maybe, you should ponder these thoughts instead. 1) maybe he isn't that great of a guy, 2) you deserve better and could set your sights a little higher and 3) maybe she really isn't a bitch.
Unfortunately, at least 90% of the calls on psychic hotlines are related to love triangles. Is he cheating? Will he really leave her? Is he really divorced or just pretending to be single? I don't mind when someone wants to know if a man they just met is being honest, but it's the worst when a woman has wasted years of her life hanging on to a man who has cheated on his wife with no intention of ever being anything but a cheating husband, and she's spent years hating a woman she thinks is the 'bad guy' in this drama. Sometimes I talk to the wives, and they are angry at the other woman, but often not at their husband. I don't get all the misplaced anger at all.
There's so much screwed up here I don't know where to start. First of all, I'm soaking up a lot of anger, which I don't like, because I don't like the way it makes me feel. Second of all, I am dealing with a lot of denial. The women involved are not angry at the right person, the cheating, lying man, but instead they're pouring out a lot of hate onto another woman who has been jerked around by the same guy. It's like a big old Jerry Springer show wrapped up in a phone call.
If I tell the caller she should dump him and go find a guy who doesn't lie to her and string her along, I get a laundry list of why he's the greatest guy in the world and why his wife is a horrible person who has ruined his life, and I'm informed that I'm judgemental and just don't understand. If I tell her he's never going to leave the wife, I'm a liar or 'not psychic.' I can honestly say in all my years of doing this I have seen maybe 3 men who were legitimately making plans to leave the wife for the woman with whom they were having the affair. That's right, a whopping 3. Those are some powerfully sh!**y odds.
I've spoken to a woman who spent 20 years cheating with a man who finally left his wife, then married another woman 3 days after the divorce was final. I've spoken to women who wasted most of their child-bearing years waiting for some jerk to get his divorce, then they finally came to their senses and couldn't find a husband in time to have children. Wasted lives, and years spent in denial while they spewed venom at other women who had done nothing to them, but they were so busy believing some man's lies they couldn't see the truth. They spent their lives in pain and anger and the man they were involved with didn't give them or his wife a second thought. I'm sorry for their pain, but in essence they threw their own lives away when everyone around them kept telling them to wake up.
Sadly, there are 'psychics' who will tell you whatever you want to hear, and they will string you along for years, just like the guy who will date you for 20 years without divorcing his wife. You can spend thousands of dollars on a phony psychic who will back up the cheater's lies and tell you whatever you want to hear which to me is about the lowest thing a person can do. I get a little nervous when someone calls me too often because I don't think it's healthy for a person to obsess on anything. You call, you get your answer, end of transaction. If I hear from you too often something isn't right, imo. Either I'm not communicating clearly or you're obsessing on something.
I don't know why women are so easily convinced other women are bitches, or other women are to blame for everything that goes wrong in a man's life, but they are, time and time again. I hate it, and I hate the way it makes me feel when I talk to them. I have no desire to talk to anyone who has no intention of actually listening to what I say when they ask for my advice, and in my experience, the triangle people are already convinced they're right and the rest of the world is wrong. Ick. Don't call me. Seriously. I don't want to waste my time on people I can't help, and I don't want the headache I'm going to get from talking to you.
So, all I really have to say about it is, when you get ready to say When is he going to leave that bitch? Maybe, just maybe, you should ponder these thoughts instead. 1) maybe he isn't that great of a guy, 2) you deserve better and could set your sights a little higher and 3) maybe she really isn't a bitch.
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